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date: 02/23/2026

type: book

The Secret Life of Walter Mitty (1947)

Last night, I rewatched the 1947 adaptation of James Thurber's 1939 short story "The Secret Life of Walter Mitty" with a friend who hadn't seen it. You may be familiar with the 2013 film of the same name, which is an inspirational flick starring Ben Stiller. While both adaptations are good movies in my opinion, they take the story in completely different directions. The 1947 film is an action comedy starring Danny Kaye, who was famous at the time for his musical style of physical comedy. It centers around Walter Mitty, a young man who often daydreams about fantastical scenarios in which he is a hero. Walter is suddenly swept up into a dangerous situation by a beautiful woman and is forced to become a real hero and reject the status quo in order to reach a state of self-actualization.

Walter uses his daydreams as a coping mechanism to deal with the people in his life who upset him, including his mother, his fiancé Gertrude, Gertrude's mother, and a man named Tubby who pursues Gertrude despite her relationship status. Essentially, no one in Walter's life respects him, and he does nothing to fix this issue. He has worked as a proofreader for eleven years and is engaged to someone he has known since high school (or presumably before), indicating that his life hasn't changed at all during adulthood. Walter's mother is shown to be someone who follows social convention to a t. In the opening scene, she sees a billboard for Sea Drift brand soap chips and instructs Walter to purchase some on his way home from work, claiming she likes the Sea Drift brand. This illustrates her lack of individuality, a theme that is revisited later when Gertrude expresses distaste for Walter's cologne. He informs her that she gave it to him as a gift, and she changes her opinion. This indicates that she did not even bother to smell it before purchasing it and has decided to like it because it was sold to her as a nice cologne. Through these interactions and others, the people in Walter's life are shown to be easily influenced by advertisements and other social expectations. They blindly follow whatever society or commercialism expects of them without a second thought, and they expect Walter to do the same, never bothering to consider his actual opinions on anything. Meanwhile, Walter never offers up his own opinions, blindly following his mother's instructions to the best of his ability, although he is often unable to perform tasks exactly the way she expects him to. While there are no instances of Walter directly opposing one of his mother's "preferences," he seems to naturally exist on a different wavelength than the rest of the people in his life; he simply does things differently. Walter is shown as inherently clumsy, but from a literary perspective, his clumsiness represents his inability to fit in; he cannot navigate the perfect play-by-play that his mother and fiancé expect because his brain works differently. One could make a reasonable claim that Walter is neurodivergent, but I do not think that this interpretation is even necessary, as this is a very basic depiction of rejecting the status quo via the inherent inability to fit in.

During my rewatch, my friend informed me that in the original story, Walter Mitty is depicted as a total loser who hates his life and does nothing to change it. The difference in the film is that Walter's clumsy nature is more charming. After all, he is a protagonist that the audience is supposed to be rooting for. He is played by handsome and charming Danny Kaye, and his social clumsiness is supposed to be funny (though sometimes causes secondhand embarrassment). However, Walter is still a loser. He claims no agency until pretty late in the movie. His mother orders him around. His fiancé lets another man play pranks on him. His boss steals his ideas. There is one line that perfectly sums up the way Walter's personality is supposed to be interpreted: while he is upstairs, his mother's voice calls out "Walter, your milk toast is getting soggy!" Nowadays, people generally use the term "milquetoast" to describe someone who is bland and devoid of personality, but originally, it referred to someone who (for lack of a better phrase) has no balls. Both of these interpretations adequately describe the perception of Walter in the movie. The implication that the milk toast is "getting soggy" lends to the fact that he cannot go on like this for much longer. Something needs to change--and quickly, before our endearing protagonist gets married to a woman who does not care for his genuine self.

[spoilers ahead]

Then, Walter meets Rosalind Van Horne, a rich young woman who is tasked with protecting a book that lists the locations of treasures that had previously been stolen by the Nazis. Walter is immediately smitten by Rosalind, who resembles the fantasy woman who appears in his daydreams. Rosalind uses Walter's attraction to convince him to help her, claiming that she is scared and has no one else to turn to--which is true, but she clearly manipulates Walter into getting involved in a life-threatening situation. She acts selfishly until the climax, when [spoiler] Walter is poisoned and she rushes to his side instead of escaping. Rosalind exists as kind of a foil to Walter, as she claims a lot of agency throughout the movie and makes all her own decisions. In her mind, she can do whatever she wants, but she is facing a life-or-death situation head-on and is unable to claim the sort of normalcy that Walter itches to escape from. Through this dichotomy, Walter and Rosalind are able to develop a strong bond that quickly becomes romantic when they are finally safe from danger.

Rosalind's sudden act of care gets her captured, and the villains of the movie manage to convince Walter that the entire plot was simply another daydream. No one in Walter's life believes him, and they expect him to return to life as normal. His boss even pays for a psychiatrist just so Walter will act normal again and return to his job. The psychiatrist, who is one of the villains, convinces Walter that Rosalind was never even a real person. This collective gaslighting really seems to be a step backwards for Walter. Throughout the entire movie, he questioned his own perception of reality, which is a common problem for people who spend their whole lives being told what to think. This elaborate display of gaslighting is merely a more exaggerated experience that many people have suffered at the hands of a manipulative and persistent person. When everyone is telling you to go along with what is considered "normal," you may elect to do so as an alternative to complete isolation. Fortunately, Walter finds his agency just in time and is able to finally make the choice to reject expectations and accept himself. A satisfying ending!

[end spoiler]

Overall, The Secret Life of Walter Mitty (1947) proves an incredibly fun movie with intrinsic social commentary and humorous pokes at commercialism and wealthy lifestyles. Danny Kaye performs flawlessly, making use of his musical talents during elaborate daydream scenes and other comedic bits (seriously, he can do some crazy things with his mouth...). I highly recommend this movie if you're looking for something new--and it's in technicolor!



date: 02/23/2026

type: book

Piranesi by Susanna Clarke

I don't have much time to read these days (more like I choose other ways to spend my free time...), but I always want to do it more. During my most recent attempt, I picked up Piranesi by Susanna Clarke after a recommendation from a friend, as it is less than 300 pages. I assumed it would be a quick and easy read that would help me get back into the routine of reading. However, it turned out to have the opposite effect. Not because it was bad--in fact, I would now call it one of my favorite books of all time. No, the problem was that it was too gripping. Too all-consuming. After I put it down, I could not think about anything else, only rewind the tape of what I had just read and try to relive the feelings I had felt while reading it.

[mild spoilers ahead]

Piranesi is the best example of dramatic irony I have ever seen. At the very beginning, you seem to be looking through the eyes of a narrator living in some kind of fantasy world or alternate reality. After the scene is set, it suddenly becomes clear to the reader that something is very, very wrong. As the narrator goes about his business, the reader is aware that his perception of reality is false, and yet no explanation presents itself until the narrator starts to unravel the mystery alongside you. I have never read a book that operates like this, and I loved it.

The plot is fantastic, but the style and mechanics of Piranesi are what make it a magical and unique read. I wish I could read it again without knowing what happens.



date: 02/23/2026

type: series

Don't Trust the B---- In Apartment 23

The recent death of James Van der Beek shocked me, and I found myself caring much more than I could have anticipated. After all, I only knew about him because of Don't Trust the B---- In Apartment 23, a show that ran for only two seasons in the early 2010s (and from the music video for Kesha's "Blow"...I have some thoughts on that as well). I found myself overwhelmed with the urge to rewatch "Apartment 23" for maybe the fifth time since I discovered it nearly a decade ago. It has served as a sort of comfort show in the past, with its lighthearted and utterly ridiculous nature, but I had not touched it for a few years because I remembered it too well. In light of recent events, I decided to watch it again, and this time I finally decided to put in the work to watch it in the correct order. See, the show originally started airing halfway through the TV season, so only half of season 1 was aired initially. Instead of airing the first half and picking up where they left off for season 2, they aired the seven "best" episodes and then filmed a new start to season 2, adding in the remaining season 1 episodes randomly throughout. When watching the show in the order in which it aired, the inconsistenies are obvious. This unfortunately contributed to the show's cancellation after only two short seasons, but it remains worth watching for its unique hilarity and nostalgia.

Personally, I prefer when sitcoms are utterly ridiculous, when conflicts don't cause sensitive drama, when characers move freely without getting bogged down by their own stupidity and overthinking. I enjoy a fast-paced environment with well-defined personalities and plots that would not happen in real life but still manage to be relatable. Apartment 23 checks all of these boxes while maintaining deeper social commentary. The main character, June, is suddenly thrown out of the social box in which she was raised and is forced to live an alternative lifestyle, which she embraces more and more each episode. June is directly juxtaposed by her roommate Chloe and by James Van der Beek (who plays a selfish version of himself). They both live according to no rules but their own. The plot of each episode centers around the dichotomy between June and Chloe. Chloe teaches June how to break free from social expectations and that making your own path in life is better than becoming exactly what everyone told you is normal. June is constantly reminded that her plans for work, marriage, and kids have been thrown off, but Chloe allows her to see the upsides to making your own path as you go. The lessons that June teaches Chloe are more moral, as Chloe is incredibly selfish.

June is only given the chance to break free from society's box because she was forced to. She lost her job upon arriving in New York City, and her fiance cheated on her, leaving her with no other options. However, she was able to embrace the concept that other lifestyles exist because she personally believed that social constructs were put into place to benefit the people who lived by them. For instance, she seeks out female friendships on multiple occasions in socially acceptable places like pilates and her corporate job, but she is unaware that these women see her as competition rather than a genuine friend. June expects these women to be similar to her and to see friendships as genuine in the same way she does. Chloe shows her the other side of the situation, becoming an example of a genuine female friend and one who does not follow social convention. Through situations like these, June learns that the genuine experiences and relationships she thought existed within the status quo actually exist outside of it, but the only way to reach them is to be unapologetically yourself and a little cutthroat sometimes. She is able to recognize that the simple life she always imagined never existed in the first place. Futhermore, she becomes aware that most people do not get to make this choice and have always been considered outsiders, at least to people who were raised similarly to her. And, while any privileged person can be forced outside of the status quo like June, they have to be open-minded enough to embrace it.

In addition to being hilarious and meaningful, Apartment 23 is also a time capsule. Everything from the clothing to the jokes screams 2012 in a way that would prevent it from being made today in any similar capacity. On top of this, it is insanely raunchy in the silliest of ways yet refrains from being offensive or gross. Every episode is about sex, but it is never ucomfortable because it is never taken seriously. Characters are allowed to explore sexuality without being shamed or being cast into unnecessary drama. The race jokes don't punch down, yet there are many mentions of race (and many recurring nonwhite characters, although the main three protagonists are white). The identity of the show's creator, Nahnatchka Khan, should not be ignored, and I applaud her for taking comedic leaps that really define this era of society in the most exaggerated ways. I truly cannot think of another show that rivals its distinctive niche, as Khan's other shows are quite different. I recommend it to fans of "New Girl," but only if you want something even more out of the box. If you do decide to watch it, good luck finding all of the episodes without spending money...I am considering purchasing the DVD set because I fear it will eventually disappear from streaming altogether, and finding it on alternative websites has proven difficult as well.

To wrap this up, I want to circle back to James Van der Beek, who I have learned is beloved by everyone who knew him, especially the cast of Apartment 23; both Krysten Ritter and Eric Andre posted several loving memories on their social media accounts. I had no idea that the cast of this show was so close, but it makes sense. I can't imagine not having fun on the set of such a ridiculous production.

You can find the correct episode viewing order here .

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